“ It became reasonably clear that I was the Black guy . Daniel [ Dae Kim ] was the Asian guy . And then you had Jack and Kate and Sawyer . ”

In her explosive new tell-all book,Burn It Down: Power, Complicity, and a Call for Change in Hollywood, writer and TV critic Maureen Ryan is exposing the good, bad, and ugly behind-the-scenes details aboutLost, as well as the show’s toxic work culture.

Harold starred as Michael Dawson, a father who worked as a construction worker but had dreams of becoming an artist.

Before joining the cast, J.J. Abrams and the rest of the series creators campaigned hard for Harold to join the show. He had already made a pretty big name for himself in Hollywood by starring in projects likeThe Matrixfranchise,The Best Man,Romeo + Juliet,Oz, and more.

Despite working in the industry long enough to know “where the lines were, and what the ceiling was” for Black actors at that time in Hollywood, Harold ultimately decided to take a chance on the ABC series because the creative team told him they wanted to tell a “really equitable” story with all of the characters' storylines.

“We were all really hopeful about it,” Haroldsaid. “It was a bigger try than I had ever seen on broadcast TV.” In early interviews, Harold seemed very enthusiastic about joining the cast. “I was shouting about it from the rooftops. I was such a believer.”

The majority of the cast grew close while filming inHawaii, but what ultimately put a wedge in their relationships was reportedly the discussion of money. Harold revealed the cast had discussions about asking for equal pay when salary renegotiations with ABC Studios began.

Unfortunately , the united front they initially planned to take crumbled once the stamp end up in a string of compensation level — with the highest tier being occupied by only white actor , according to Harold and a source going by the alias Sloan .

But that wasn’t the only difference Harold noticed within the cast. As the first season progressed, he noticed his storyline wasn’t doing the same. “It became pretty clear that I was the Black guy. Daniel [Dae Kim] was the Asian guy. And then you had Jack and Kate and Sawyer.”

The final straw came while reading the original draft for a Season 2 episode where Harold’s TV son Walt (played by Malcolm David Kelley) is kidnapped by a shadowy group called the Others. It was written that Harold would ask about his son’s whereabouts only once. That didn’t sit right with him.

Harold decided to bring it up to his bosses, which included showrunners Damon Lindelof and Carlton Cuse. Harold knew bringing up race would be tricky, because people often become defensive.

Despite the show ultimately changing the script, there were more changes to be made. Just weeks before they began shooting the Season 2 finale, Carlton told Harold his character would not be returning.

“I was fucked up about it. I was like, ‘Oh, I just got fired, I think,’” Harold said. “I was like, ‘Wait a minute, what’s happening?’ Carlton said, ‘Well, you know, you said to us, if we don’t have anything good for you, you want to go.’ I was just asking for equal depth.”

According to Harold, the response from Carlton was, “‘Well, you said you don’t have enough work here, so we’re letting you go.’"

Harold’s character Michael was a main character for Seasons 1 and 2. He made a guest appearance in Seasons 4 and 6.

Burn It Down: Power, Complicity, and a Call for Change in Hollywoodis set to hit a bookstore near you on June 6.

A promo shot of the cast of Lost

A closeup of Harold Perrineau smiling on the red carpet

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Harold and Daniel Dae Kim next to wreckage in a scene from Lost

Some of the Lost characters walking on the beach

Walt smiling and holding a dog

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(L-R) Actors Jorge Garcia, executive producers Damon Lindelof, Carlton Cuse, actors Francois Chau and Harold Perrineau

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